How does it always go back to me…

You don’t trust me because one time I didn’t tell the whole truth about something.
You had to go through my messages because I wouldnt tell you something.
You couldn’t talk to me because you thought I might not tell you the truth.
You don’t know how you feel about us because I “made you” not trust me.

Then you expect me to think everything is normal after you almost break up with me, tell me this summer is our breaking point, and that you don’t know if you even want to be in this relationship.

Then, a week later… You tell me you want to get engaged within a year and when I confront you about what you said a week earlier you say that it’s just some silly thing you have to grow out of.

Wtf happened to us? Now you’re gonna freak out cause oh dearwe can’t see each other for 2 months. And you don’t trust me at home any way… Bullshit.

I’m getting tired of it….